Long time ♥

Woah , it's been a long time since i didn't update my blog .

Seriously , i'm busy with school / tuition / addition classes and many more .

But that doesn't make my bloggers spirit disappear ♥

I'm all alone right now , but thanks God , i have a fantastic friends that cheer me up

till now , thanks God for everything that you gave me :")

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Fakers ?

Owh FAKERS , can you please stay away from my surroundings ?

You are just too ANNOYING to be here , can you just DISAPPEAR ?

You just make the situations WORST , please , GO AWAY you FOOL !

I really DAMN HATE YOU ! GO away you FOOL !

Nothing will looks great if you stay here , just GO , GO !

Don't bring any MISERY here , i wish i can KILL you in a blink of an eye :)

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Friends

Friends , i really don't know how to say thanks ,

Money can't buy love , and it's TRUE .

Think about this , what if you have a trillion MONEY , but sadly you didn't

have someone that love you ?

It's just pathetic , that's when you need a FRIENDS to comfort you .

Love didn't last forever but friends are FOREVER .

But , who knows when someday you might find your true love ,

just keep PRAYING and you might find your soul mate :) 

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Fragile

My heart is FRAGILE that means , anytime it can be broken . . .

Even i didn't do anything , but some day it will broken . . .
My heart are unspeakable but somehow it contains emotions and
everything that sensitive , probably . .
Always be positive and never let yourself DOWN , it's time for you to wake up,
Still being a good ones can bring misery for your life , maybe ,
Someday , i might realize that i have to come back as my true personality :)

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Hurt !

I'm feeling that myself getting hurt day by day .

I didn't ask for this , i SWEAR :")

Is it my fault that letting myself hurt ? Human race can be pain in the neck

nowdays .

Regret ? Not at all , this is my fate after all , i have to learn accepting

and giving right now .

I must say that my heart is so fragile until it can break with

a single touch .

Even when i touch it , it will break a little day by day :")

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Bitches !

I hate bitches , bitches bitches !

The teachers at school are equal to bitches !

Why ?

Because some teachers at school used slap my head 

this morning !

I just wanna kick their UGLY ASSES away from here ,

but as a students , i realize i'm not allowed to so ,

So i'm just remain silent and then he slap my head ,

and i start to CRY , STUPID FUCK TEACHERS ,

Thanks God It My Last Year , if not , i'm going to kill you for God sake :)

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Sorry

I guess I don't have another way to make you realize except

speaking the truth !

I'm sorry if i'm being MEAN by speaking honestly to you ,

I wish there was another way for me ,

BUT sadly , 

the only way is , to be HONEST to you .

Even though we are not so CLOSE , i feel sad after speaks the truth to you :')

I just wanna says i'm sorry , I know , i'm am not somebody to

speaks  something so SENSITIVE to you .

I just wanna says ,

I"M SORRY :"( 

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Exam !

To be honest , i didn't prepare for my school exam yet !

I'm so LAZY ! But i know i will do the best for exam ,

Pray for me , and the exam will be in a GOOD GRADES .

What i'm worrying about it , Mathematics , which i'm really sucks at it .

Maths , why do you have to be so mean ? Please let me pass through

all this year including SPM , at least , i wanna get CREDIT in Mathematics

or B+ :)

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Totally LAME !

I really hate when a girls CRY about her EX-BOYFRIENDS ,

for GOD sake , if HE DIDN'T WANTS YOU ANYMORE ,

JUST IGNORE IT !

I just wanna say that you are WASTING YOUR TIME for GOD SAKE .

If you keep telling yourself that HE'S IN LOVE WITH YOU ,

You are totally wrong , you already CLASH and time to move on .

People's will says , just let it be like that , someday she will realize ,

she will find a BETTER one sometimes .

So , don't let yourself HURT just for a GUYS babe , keep on living your life ,

it's just a SHAME for making your heart HURT for one guy :)

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Self-Esteem

So today at tuition , i learned about how to refine our self-esteem !
Self-esteem is a person's respect for himself/herself !

To be honest , myself , lacks of self-esteem ,

I always feel down when someone INSULT about me , i really care about it 

until i DIDN'T care about my feelings at all .

I don't wanna be MEAN to myself at all , i mean , i always CRACK A SMILE

everyday to make sure everything going fine and just the way it is .

Deeply inside my heart , i was just crying loudly but no one could hear :'(

I decide not to taking care of what people's say and i want to DO WHAT I WANTS .

No one can order to do things , this is ME !

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Hate me ?

ATTENTION HATERS ! YOU CAN GO TO HELL !

PISSED ME OFF ? GET THE HELL OUT OF YOU BI***** !

I'm tired being a GOOD ones when the evil one's keep making me feel

DOWN !

I wannabe the EVIL aka ANTAGONIST one , just for once ,

It will make me know , how suffer to be a GOOD people !

Bad Bitches = BAD PEOPLE , Good Biatch = GOOD PEOPLE ,

But who knows when you are really good and so FAKE inside ,

people will says , don;t be a FAKERS people ! Please be yourself !

Don't try to make me hurt or else you will REGRET IT !

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Jealousy ?

Bad bitchess !

I'm leaving all of that cause i know it might hurt me someday ,

that's why i try to escape and when i try to escape ,

i know it's is SO HARD till you can cry .

Everyone seems can't accept my departure .

And then , one by one try to persuade me , 

I accept it then , someone told me that I insult him by typing those entry in my blog .

For God Sake , IT IS REALLY YOU ! 

I know , no one will defend me anymore longer , they got a new BLOGGER BOY !

BITCHES can go to hell !

Thanks God i'm still in my way to cure myself from this nonsense . 

Haters ? You can kill yourself :)

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New blog !

Hey Hey !

I'm Ai-Chan and i'm creating a new blog for a place to let my stress out !

I'm gonna tell everything here and i don't care what the hell you think about :)

Thank's ^___^

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